you wonder why...your heart..hurts..so much...
7:16 PM
hahahhaa, have been listening to Ellegarden on repeat. Well, Insane. I mean, that's the title of the song. Yeah.It's really nice. If perchance you were a desperate Ellegarden fan (boy, do I remember those days.) and was surfing around in hope of a random download, well heads up! click on my public blog (right side.) and there you have it.
Yeah, my blog is Teh Ellegarden Haven, because I upload Ellegarden songs from time to time. It's just in the name of being nice to other people who are hungrily satisfying their thirst for Ellegarden, because well...it's hard listening to bands that aren't popular in places other than Japan (and even then, they're nowhere near Laruku's standard but that's just one of the mysteries of life. Of course, punk rock is something that not anybody can hear. It's only for us punk rockers.)
Waiting for exam results now. Aku dah tawakkal. I would mandi, but my sis is cleaning the toilet. So I'm waiting for her to finish before I mandi. And actually aku nak terberak. Hahahah! I'll vacuum the house either tmr or monday, then. Just the living room half. Cos my room feels pretty clean after Cik Yam came in to clean it.
Wrote another drabble, but my drabbles aren't that good. I love Celeste's. I'm gonnna read some more....maybe after I release my, umm...load.
I'm thinking that I accidentally ingested alcohol yesterday. I woke up with a spinning headache. Felt like I was hungover. Didn't help that I was so giggly yesterday. Was it the cincau? Takkan lah apek tu jual cincau letak alcohol. Then again, I should take a lesson and Stop Buying Drinks from street apeks. Never again, man. never again.
Okay, i went to poo and to shower. Apparently the toilet i heard her washing is my mom's, not mine.
Well to continue.
I met...well I didn't meet, really, I already knew him. And I sort of noticed him for quite some time...but yesterday was the first time I sort of talked to him. Even then not really, but Chong was talking to him and I was there and I just sort of interjected a few witty phrases (as usual).
First I noticed him because the way he speaks. I was with Nurul and Nad (ironically, I was telling Nurul about him. as in the other him. I hate to type his name. I don't know why.)
Because sungguh....polite...tak pekik2....very gentle....that was the first impression.
Then after that, I caught him teaching someone bio ( i was snoring on a couch opposite him.) I felt jealous, actually...but I found out he's a patient guy.
And after yesterday...he can be kind of funny in a quiet, lame way...the kind of sweet that you just drool for.
Yeah. Just a crush.
To..help me get along? Yeah, I can't dwell on my lost love forever. He's really lost...