FOLLOW UP FROM 100
1:56 AM
HAH! I AM RIGHT.
is the 100th post jinxed?
1:54 AM
This is, to date, the third 100th post I've attempted in the space of ...I can't remember but...Well, let's...give it a go.
At any rate, I wrote both posts under private at Eljay. I have a feeling that this post would, unlike its elder sisters, be successful. Because I poured my heart and soul into the last two posts (or rather, attempts at posting) and blogs just love to kick you after you've poured your heart and soul into a particular post. Stupid posts like this, always get up successfully.
Ja - let's see how right I am.
6:46 PM
This, is my 99th post.couldn't sleep last night. probably slept around 3-4-5. more on the later side. Was still awake when my mother woke up. Probably napped too much on account of cramps.
Why does some vicinity of face hurt.
and woke up at 9.45. very surprising. thought it was noon. Hopefully will be able to sleep early today. Because there is tuition AND training. oh right. have work to do. forgot.
hmmm. shan't ramble on so much....but was listening to the radio and I could like even name some singers and stuff. not bad. but i was a pop listener in my adolescent days. all those songs are now "classics".
am listening to brian mcknight's back at one. cos teh damage singer reminds me of him. and this song has a catchy melody.
1:44 AM
I'm going back to this blog.I mean, there are lots of thoughts I want to hide.
At any rate - check it out! pretty pretty pretty. inspired by some manyoshu stuff I just read. And I heart it much much much. But I'll keep it here.
Is it meant for him? yes, a few thousand years ago. Right now, if he were to ask, the answer is no. and because he would never ask, then it's too bad.
so there goes my ellegarden link. ahahahah. tis okay, I'm an ellegarden fangirl true and blue, even if none of my blogs display it. besides, I shouldn't display my indies love on my sleeve. Rather, I've run out of pics to display it on. and that picture of hosomi-san was way too dark. doesn't do him justice.
yey. back to reading. at least I accomplished SOMETHING.
6:44 AM
it just struck me that this must be the weirdest picture ever.reading an anthology of japanese literature while listening to japanese punk.
ahahaha
6:19 AM
because I was going to piss too many people off by blogging on my public blog - but I really want to jot this down.Now cat's done
mewing, bedroom's
touched by moonlight
-Basho, On Love and Barley.
I heart this one! I swear. I mean it's like...how are we using our five senses? sometimes it takes something to disappear, something in the foreground(teh cat mewing) before we notice something else with our senses, something in the background which has always been there (teh moonlight). I mean, you can take it like that, and you can also take it as you often take a lot of things for granted things that are in the background.
the mental image is very striking. and it's true isn't it? when a cat mews, all you can do is be fixated or distracted by it, or irritated, but while it's there you forget the beautiful moonlight that's streaming and touching your room - until the mewing disappears, then you realise that moonlight that's been there all along, like a faithful friend.
12:49 AM
今エールジェーのみんあじゃましない方がいいと思うから、ここに書く。そうじしようと思っているけど、姉さんがトイレに入ったから、ちょっと待たなきゃ。今夜外に晩ご飯を食べるでしょうが。。。ああ 姉さん出た！