lots of things to look forward to~
4:45 AM
i got about 4 hits today. Who are these people who have nothing better to do but read my blog? I mean, okay, it was probably the Ellegarden thing. I mean, I have nothing against people reading my blog, especially if they're people whom I don't know.It can't be him can it? I mean I did give him the link to my middle east blog but that was ages ago and I'm pretty sure he didn't even look at it, much less read it or look at my profile...especially in these times.
Nah, can't be. Anyway, he wouldn't have an interest in reading my blog. I daresay he probably doesn't read my public blog anymore.
But yeah, lots of things to look forward to. The movies - LOTR 2, X-Men, Code, Saving Private Ryan - a big Maybe, after muk's graphic description - and Bujang Senang. Manga and Harry Potter.
I'll be going out with Fie maybe, nadiah, maryam, and of course the khatib clan when they're bored....You know, Fadzli is really one understanding guy. They really seem to understand my situation and they're trying their best to make me happy and help me deal with it...like they know how hurt I feel and how I would rather not see him any more....Fadzli never stupidly asks me along on outings in which he'd be there, and he only asks me if he isn't there. Mukmin also always doing his bit, trying to make me laugh. And Hafie pun understanding giler. gosh, I love my friends and I'm uber grateful for them. I didn't expect this level of understanding from them but yeah, I'm surprised.
I hate the way I say Gosh. Because he says it.
Umm, I've also got lots of activities. I've promised to help Nadiah out volunteering to make it less of a misery, the summer school thing, burning the Bleach for Azhar (I'm doing him a Favour and he won't even tell me about him and Nadiah. kurang hasam nyer budak. sudahlah...) and Ces, kerahing my sister to go find a pirated version of PS, cross stitch, the normal housework stuff, tuition.
When school restarts I'll have silat! Yahoo!
I'll have to learn how to deal with it, but the busier I am, the less time I have on my hands to think about him and dwell on it. Yeah~~~~~~~