turn me inside out...
6:21 AM
before i ruin everything//don't count me in//i'm not a part of this scheme//hey man, can you hear me?It's gonna be, like, a tradition, where I quote random lyrics that I hear from what (Ellegarden) song I'm listening to. I should pop down and get their newest singles. Damn, they don't sell in Singapore, but I bet even if they do, it'd be a killing.
anyway, I surprised myself today and poured milo on my tutee's foolscap paper. I think I was probably bored/pmsing. Usually I just ignore him if he's being stupid, but for some weird reason I just felt like doing something stupid. Which I did. And I regret. No more milo-pouring tricks from me now.
listening to My Favourite Song makes me miss him. I keep remembering what he said "At first it sounds promising, then the chorus spoils it all." I laughed and agreed with him. I miss him from time to time, just as normal friends do. I always seem to sound as if I'm trying to convince myself, but I know it's true.
Today was really funny, marching out of hte ohuse with my top inside out. I wish SY-chan was around so I could have a good laugh about it with her. But yeah, well, nobody's around right now. The only people worth talking to are her and mar. I'm not interested in anybody else.
Anyway, there goes my off day. Monday. Tomorrow and wednesday, teaching days as usual....thursday I have good news, Ustazah hasn't forgotten about me! Yay! I will be rejoining! Good timing, I've just only about managed to force myself to sleep before it's a single digit. Or at least, into bed. It's good hanging out with someone who lives two hours' time difference. I wish she was here though. SY-chan's become my main online buddy. It used to be renee, but I think we both realised that after Julian came around, we're just drifting apart, but I think we both realise that that WILL Happen and nobody's complaining.
hey, Marry Me. Haven't listened to this in a while.
Ummm yeah. Michigan sent me a letter today. What the hell, I'm not a business professional!!
ohmigod. Na'im just told me the hugest news. My totally hugest crush is going to Thailand joining them. that is teh freaking huge. He's like, the only guy i'd marry at the drop of a coin. Seriously. The person who made me realise what love is to me. wow...but I know that he's unreachable. i'm realistic enough, don't worry. And besides, Japanese husband. yep. Shall wait patiently for that.
but yeah, well he's just told me he'll reach by the time he's gone. oh well, I'm not one to hang around hoping. I have better things to do in my life.
like get a nail clipper. yep.
my sister told me a student of hers tried to jump off the wall. I told her if he'd done it he'd be doing everyone a huge favour, except himself, by the sounds of it. She sounds troubled but she's gotta learn that teacher's can't give too much of a shit. a lotta things ARE beyong our control. What you can do you do. I used to say this all the time to YuQi everytime there was an event 'cos he'd always freak out. And then he'd grin at me and say 'yeah, you're right."
anyway, Ahmad got on TV. Congrats to him for clinching gold. I hope Md noor doesn't get, what do you call it - putus asa - give up, anyway. And I hope he continues trynig again. It took Ahmad three years. He can give it a go too. Anyway, by the sounds of it Juli probably made the national team. I must save up so we can go and watch ASEAN at Vietnam!!!!!!! Hahahahahhaha riiiight. Well, I should give it a go. Let's rope in someone as well to go with me. might AC go? Nah, she's a football freak. Maybe one of the silat guys or something. Yep.
okay! I think I can't think of anything else to ramble about. Oh yarrrrrrrr. Bleach is showing on CH 56, but i have it not, and I DO have the whole anime. gwahaahahaha. PLUS there's the FA community shield cup on the 13th, Liverpool and Chelsea. I gotta watch that. Yep. Kick ass Liverpool.