whoah
6:52 AM
cool. I think some people stumbled upon this place.what was I about to say? oh yeah. I've a damned family thing I gotta attend next weekend. Suck, I was just about to vacuum teh house. Please let me escape this. I'm not into the arwahs thing, ya noe. But well, I guess if not going just kicks up a damn fuss and pisses a lot of people then you might as well give up and just show your face for the sake of it. Doesn't mean that I'm a front-line advocate. I'll make it clear though - I don't believe in it. But at least, their children are saying prayers for them so ader jugak. yang extra2 tu huAllahu'alam. You know even though I told SY-chan that i regretted everything, I guess without it I wouldn't have learnt some important things I have learnt.
maaaaan. I can't stop myself from going to youtube and watching Elleg. live shows. Hosomi-san is tres cute. Of course, the premiere cute is Takada-san but because all he does is jump around while Hosomi-san grabs the stage, we all tend to notice only him. He's good at it too. So cute when he grins, although he's no looker (especially by, say, Hyde standards, but WHO is???), he just makes me grin goofily back. And his comical actions! Waaaai. There's really something about him and his smile that just radiates so much happiness, comic and genki-ness that just cheers me up and smile back. And even though I ADORE Takada-san's playing, I guess that since it's Hosomi-san's voice that we all listen to that just makes him seem so special.
He should really keep that haircut. instead of that long hair he used to have. Longish, anyway. That covers his face, because if it does then you can't see the cute way his eyes crinkle. Sigh. He really isn't much of a looker, but I guess this is when someone's smile really makes them look soooo ......cute. Endearing. I seriously wouldn't mind if my guy looked like him. I wouldn't even not mind, I'd love it. I mean if he was good-looking like Hyde you'd be having sleepless nights wondering whether that woman was giving him the hit or something.
And of course, he's so Thin. I love thin guys, I don't know why. I don't even like stocky guys. Because...I guess because I'm thin, myself. Not to boast, but I do have a pretty kickass figure (that is the only thing that is kickass about me, although I could do better in the chest department. but still, celebrities kill for my waistline.) so if I go out with a stocky guy, i mean...it'd be weird. I'm dainty, so if my guy's all bulky....bleh, I just don't fancy it. I really don't know why but i've always had a thing for thin guys since last time..al my crushes are dead thin, but na'im is too thin. Like Hosomi-thin is good....perfect. Takahashi-san, by my standards, is too bulky, even though he isn't actually really, by normal standards.
so where am I going with this? um right. I want muchly, to have a thin guy, who looks like Hosomi-san, radiates his genkiness. Sigh. I think I have seriously fallen for him, the way I fell for Nakamura-san, Byakuya etc. That's the second real live person I fell for. As in, someone whom I"ll never meet. not as in really fall and want to get married with (tho' i wouldn't mind.....much.)
damn, i love his voice. okay, I'm beginning to sound vaguely stalkerish. i'm outta here.
but i just gotta say this. kaze no hi recorded doesn't do justice to takada-san's bass. It needs to be louder TO REALLY ROCK. that's why the live is sooo much more explosive (and why i keep going there to listen to kaze no hi, even though i have it.)